I'm chatting with this guy who likes her... I'm advising him on how to leave everything to God. I don't want to teach him anything! I don't want him to feel God's peace!!! I want to be selfish. But I cannot do that... Deep inside, I know that this is the right thing to do. I know God will be proud. God, its killing me...

You silly boy... What were you thinking?
What did I do wrong? It wasn't like I was chasing her again right?
Really? Then why were you so upset?
Because she asked me to call early... Around 9 o'clock. I called around 9:30pm.. She was out
You believed her? You believed what she said?
Yes I did. Why shouldn't I?
Where was she?
She said she was at the movies. Asked whether can talk another day. Like I have a choice?
Good luck boy.

definition of Vicious Circle (noun)
A situation in which the apparent solution of one problem in a chain of circumstances creates a new problem and increases the difficulty of solving the original problem.